SO last night I decide to check out what all this pain was about. I take off my sports bra and lay down on my bed put my right arm above my head and start feeling and to my surprise me thinking I am not going to feeling anything, because I only have a 4cm mass. Well let me tell you I have a lump now the size of a LARGE EGG in my right breast!!!! Scared confused all those emotions rolling through my mind swearing they missed something well because I worry that's what I do I should be a professional worrier if there is such a thing.
Anyways I emailed my DR at 1:58am LOL I cried screamed panicked all in the middle of the night. I am sure my neighbors LOVE me right now LOL also my boyfriend tried to console me but when I get to a certain point there is no consoling, you just kinda gotta let me do my freak out mode. Anyways I went to work I am surviving on coffee water and lots of worry LOL and good support from friends and my boyfriend and family. The surgeon called me and gave me a few tips for the egg mass if it continues to grow call back until surgery is still scheduled for Tuesday January 24th. Check in with ultrasound is 8am. Just some calming jams to get me through all of this.
This is the Boob Scoop xoxoxo
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